Today feels somber and heavy. I woke up with a sense of longing in my heart and can feel the tears brewing… threatening to spill over. Today I feel ready for a husband, for a family of my own. In the midst of celebrating with friends I love dearly, that seed of desire has grown strong once again and I have to lay it back down. I have to entrust it once again to the care of my good God, the One who sees and knows and has a perfect plan. I have buried these dreams many times before, choosing to focus on the now and the story God is writing for me today. I will bury them again and trust that in His perfect timing, He will amaze me as He reveals plans so far beyond anything I could have dreamed. oh Lord, would YOUR BEST for me always be my BIGGEST DREAM.