a TRUE friend...

I have been in somewhat of a funk for the past few days (actually, its been a little over a week now…) – I’ve been thinking and feeling a lot of things – all of which are difficult for me to sort out – and most of which don’t have any particular answers but rather are things that “are” simply because they are. Anyways, all that to say that I haven’t been altogether focused on the amazing things in my life. I’ve been so caught up in my feelings of frustration and disappointment coupled with my uncertainty of what tomorrow is bringing and if any of my “dreams” will ever become reality that I haven’t stopped to truly evaluate life as it is. What I have been looking at is life muted and faded through dark and shady glasses rather than a real encapsulation of all the colors and beauty that surround me.
Today I was overwhelmed by the truth of my blessings as I enjoyed lunch with one of the dearest and sweetest friends I have ever had. Becka Burke and I met through a Bible Study in the fall of 2007 and became friends shortly after I started working at the church almost a year ago now. Since then, we have met for lunch almost every Wednesday afternoon. Most of the time we meet at a park and enjoy some fresh air while eating cheap (aka leftovers) and chatting about our lives. It has honestly become one of the most treasured parts of my week. I look forward to lunching with BB until the day finally arrives – and our lunch dates absolutely NEVER disappoint me. I enjoy our friendship SO much. Becka is such an encourager - she overflows with joy – and she is genuine. Our friendship is so real and honest – its transparent – we talk about what we really think and feel and where we stand and how we’re moving forward. I’m SO thankful that I have a friend to share the journey with who is going to ask me to answer the hard questions and is going to be there even if I choose the wrong path. She is a true friend – the kind that will be there when you don’t feel good – randomly and spontaneous sends little cards in the mail or bring a surprise by the office...eat way more junk food than should be allowed simply because it sounds good (especially if its cinnabon)…enjoy a starbucks at literally every opportunity…and make you feel beautiful and wanted always. Becka has undoubtedly helped me survive this interesting year of transition and has been SUCH a special part of my life.
SO BECKA…THANK YOU for being the kind of friend that sticks closer than a brother – and for leaving a part of yourself in my heart – I will CHERISH you always. ILOVEYOU Becks!!!

See can't you just tell we were meant to be friends! :)